I can stop feeling down. Feeling like the texts all mean nothing. Just her feeling guilty because she knows I’m hurt. I don’t think she wants me again. She said that before.
But I’ve had contact fairly consistently over the last while. I just think that we may be reading this wrong.
I wish I could know. I really do. She’d like to talk to me again might mean just that. I want her to love me again. I want a future with her. I want her to miss me. I don’t think she does want me again.