All I can say is FOLLOW THE GUIDE!

After messing things up I have to say that I didn’t follow the guide. I called before I texted to make first contact after NC. Who ever reads this, do yourself a favor. If you think you are OK to call him, don’t do it. You are not. Although I didn’t mean to, I think I came across cold. When I called him, he called me back instantly, and suggested we meet up. I was using getting my stuff back as an excuse to call, and I didn’t jump to set up a specific day to meet. Needless to say, I haven’t heard from him since. I called him back 2 days after the first contact call and left a message. That was friday. No response. Monday I decided to send him a feel good text hoping to maybe undo some of what I screwed up. No response. I sent him another feel good text today. No response yet. That’s it for now. I think I might have already over done it with the texts, so I won’t text him again for atleast a week. Some inspiring words would be helpful right about now.